hey EVERYB0DY wow ii haven`t been in here fo` thee` L0NGEST!! haha gyea weLL lemme B R E A K it down fo` yooh i`ma tell yooh bout who ii met and ii had helluh feelingsz fo`
>>________thee` N A M E iz TUAN
thatsz who ii waz fallen fo`....dang ii helluh had feelingsz fo` him buh now those feelingsz are FADING ii really care fo` him no moresz okay soo me and him met on FAP... we waz BESTEREST friiendsz we waz suppose to be homiesz fo LiFE buh all that changed one day cause of his girlfriend....
thee` BEGG1N1NG
one day ii went to tuans myspace and put "i like this song hehe i just thought you should know" thee` song playing was reminisce by deestylistic....and he wrote back to me that same day....ever since then we started talking and then we became best friendsz ii alwaysz thought he was helluh kyoote ! hehe.... well i knew he had a girlfriend and all...buh we were onlyy FRIENDSz and gyea and then i started to have feelingsz fo` him ii would alwaysz think bout him wondering what it waz like if he was mine...ii would alwaysz talk bout` him wid nana & robyn hehe....one time ii went on his myspace and jimmy waz sitting next to me and he was all who iz that?!?! and ii waz all tha guy ii like... and he had a UGH face and his one eye brow thingy he was doing haha lolsz and he was all what a gangster... and then that night when ii was sleeping at jimmys house he was talking on thee` phone wid some girl alllll night long !!! and it made me think bout` havii`n a boyfriend cuase` ii kinda missed having a boyfriend...buh thee only one i wanted waz tuan... buh he had a girlfriend which soo SUkCed ass!!! hated it.... well jimmy saw ii was awake and he was all why dont you call your boyfriend tuan?! and ii said ii wish he waz my boyfriend and plus ii dont have his number yet hahah lolsz.... and jimmy waz all okay??.... and that day.... ii wanted a boyfriend soo much cause jimmy talking long nights on thee` phone made me miss talkiing long nights on thee phone talking bout` absolutely everything and anything or even nothing and sing to each other... even tho` you dont know thee` lyrics to a song...ii really miss those daysz....
thee` Mi DD Le
well it waz round` christmas ... when everyone waz busy buying christmas presents and shit... me and tuan were still B E S T friendsz... we was talking bout` what we wanted fo` christmas and stuff and ii didnt know what ii wanted...and he told me he wanted a red on red NY hatt....well ii waz at thee mall and ii thought bout` tuan fo` a moment sooo ii was like what thee hell i should buy him a present! and soo ii did ! and tuan waz soo happy he was like dang sara you a koo ass homie !! and he thanked me soo mucho! hehe well then we started talking on thee phone ! since i had thee` confidence to FINALLY call his ass ii did and we talked bout anything and everything and fo` some reason everyone waz calling me T H AT day! thee` day im talking to tuan...he was like damn helluh people call you ! im like errrr....soo i reject there calls S 0 RR Y !! p EE po... haha gyea well... we talked fo` ever.... and i went to thee` moviesz and i called him back and we talked... and he told me to say koo in a certain way it waz like wierd...ii said cool and he waz all noo itsz koo...[kew] hehe alwaysz remember that....
thee END 0F 0UR FRiENDSHiP
well one day ii was on FAP and ii have fap plus... and ii clicked who viewed my profile... and his girlfriend waz checking my profile and one of thee pix waz of me holding a fan sign saying i love thanh tuan .... and his girl checked my profile 3 times ! im like uhmm okay wtf ?? and she wrote in my chatterbox... and she said WTF?!?! you seyin you love tuan for? and ii went to her myspace and told her N 0 T to trip cause tuan waz allll hers and then ii didnt get to talk to tuan for almost 2 weeksz and ii finally get to talk to him and then we were talking bout his girl...and how she got mad at me... and you read this okay...
damn0o0lala (7:48:14 PM): hey
Um JuicYFruiT 25 (7:48:35 PM): wasup
damn0o0lala (7:48:44 PM): nothing im doing my essay
Um JuicYFruiT (7:49:30 PM): oh
Um JuicYFruiT (7:49:34 PM): i cant see wat u ritin
damn0o0lala (7:49:43 PM): okay
Um JuicYFruiT (7:49:51 PM): did u n mah gurl had a lil talk?
damn0o0lala (7:50:36 PM): gyea
Um JuicYFruiT (7:50:55 PM): watchu guys talk about?
damn0o0lala (7:51:17 PM): she got mad at me
damn0o0lala (7:51:37 PM): casue like on my fap one of my fansigns i made for you was in there
Um JuicYFruiT (7:51:50 PM): she got hella more mad at me tho
damn0o0lala (7:51:56 PM): and she saw it and she said WTF?!?! why you seyin you love tuan for
Um JuicYFruiT (7:51:57 PM): hahaha
damn0o0lala (7:52:11 PM): i was like dont trip tuans all yours
Um JuicYFruiT (7:52:30 PM): mah bad man
Um JuicYFruiT (7:52:38 PM): she was hella fucking mad
Um JuicYFruiT (7:52:59 PM): she was like "so wtf is up wit dat? u're her baby now?"
Um JuicYFruiT(7:53:05 PM): i felt hella bad
damn0o0lala (7:53:11 PM): oh shit!
Um JuicYFruiT(7:53:19 PM): i felt bad for her n u
Um JuicYFruiT(7:53:19 PM): cuase u a koo ass homie
Um JuicYFruiT(7:53:38 PM): she was gonna break up wit me
Um JuicYFruiT(7:53:38 PM): i was liek "are u fucking serious?"
damn0o0lala (7:53:45 PM): OMG !
Um JuicYFruiT (7:53:53 PM): she was like "why u even talk to her in da first place?"
Um JuicYFruiT(7:54:17 PM): m really sorry about wat happend
damn0o0lala (7:54:21 PM): nahh im sorry
damn0o0lala (7:54:30 PM): i should have tooken it out
Um JuicYFruiT (7:54:33 PM): i felt hella bad for her
Um JuicYFruiT (7:54:38 PM): cause she hella love me
damn0o0lala (7:54:43 PM): im soo sorry tuan
Um JuicYFruiT (7:54:51 PM): n like i go off talking to another gurl
Um JuicYFruiT (7:54:51 PM): u wanna hear sumting?
damn0o0lala (7:54:52 PM): i was soo scared you was gonna yell at me
Um JuicYFruiT (7:54:55 PM): but u gotta keep it on da dl
damn0o0lala (7:54:57 PM): okay
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:02 PM): its koo
damn0o0lala (7:55:10 PM): okay
damn0o0lala (7:55:17 PM): i was all oh shit tuan is gonna get soo mad at me!
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:18 PM): nah
damn0o0lala (7:55:21 PM): i was helluh scared
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:24 PM): hell noe dats hella fuck up
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:29 PM): she ask me "do u noe dat sara gurl like U?"
damn0o0lala (7:55:32 PM): like i dont care if your girl dont like me
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:34 PM): i was like "yah..."
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:38 PM): n she ask me if i like u
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:43 PM): n i was like "no"
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:51 PM): ahhha n dan she ask me if i think u're cute
Um JuicYFruiT (7:55:56 PM): ahahah i was like "um no..."
Um JuicYFruiT (7:56:02 PM): dats da only part i lied
damn0o0lala (7:56:09 PM): hahah
Um JuicYFruiT (7:56:10 PM): she would be hella piss ifi said u were cute
Um JuicYFruiT (7:56:11 PM): ahahah
damn0o0lala (7:56:14 PM): hahhaa
Um JuicYFruiT (7:57:03 PM): watshe tell u?
Um JuicYFruiT (8:00:30 PM): u ther?
damn0o0lala (8:00:38 PM): oh sorry mah bads
damn0o0lala (8:00:57 PM): she was just saying why was i sayin i love you for and all this stuff
damn0o0lala (8:01:09 PM): and she was all i dont want this shit happening again a
damn0o0lala (8:01:15 PM): and she was gonna think about it
Um JuicYFruiT (8:01:17 PM): she ask me dat too
Um JuicYFruiT (8:01:43 PM): about wat?
damn0o0lala (8:01:48 PM): i was like me and tuan is like brothers and sisters!
damn0o0lala (8:01:50 PM): ahahha
damn0o0lala (8:01:52 PM): i dunno what to say
damn0o0lala (8:02:00 PM): i was tryna make her calm down
damn0o0lala (8:02:14 PM): casue i knew she was gonna get mad at you
damn0o0lala (8:02:21 PM): and so i thought you were gonna get mad at me
damn0o0lala (8:02:30 PM): i was like oh shit ! tuan gonna be helluh pissed at me!
damn0o0lala (8:02:35 PM): i was all scared
damn0o0lala (8:02:44 PM): i didnt want you to be mad at me
damn0o0lala (8:02:55 PM): so i was all saying sorry to your girl and stuff
Um JuicYFruiT (8:03:57 PM): hahah i told her
Um JuicYFruiT (8:03:57 PM): me n u only talk twice on da fone
Um JuicYFruiT (8:03:57 PM): she think we talk all da time
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:01 PM): n i told her i barely talk to her wen we on da fone
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:01 PM): ahahhah
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:07 PM): i was just bein honest u neo?
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:07 PM): i felt hella bad for her
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:18 PM): cause she told me she cry
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:28 PM): n i was liek "dam m hella sorry"
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:31 PM): she get jealous ova me helal fast
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:35 PM): i dont wann be her ex
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:41 PM): cause dat nigka play her
Um JuicYFruiT (8:04:54 PM): so like i dont wanan give her flashback
Um JuicYFruiT (8:05:07 PM): cause i hella love her too u neo?
damn0o0lala (8:05:13 PM): gyea...
Um JuicYFruiT (8:06:11 PM): she dont want me talking to u
Um JuicYFruiT (8:06:25 PM): i was like "yah i'll stop..."
Um JuicYFruiT (8:06:30 PM): i think its hella mess up if i did dat tho
Um JuicYFruiT (8:06:45 PM): but i guess if i want her to trust me imma have to stop
Um JuicYFruiT (8:06:50 PM): ahahha
damn0o0lala (8:06:53 PM): okay
Um JuicYFruiT (8:06:57 PM): this mite be like da last time we chatt
damn0o0lala (8:07:09 PM): okay
Um JuicYFruiT (8:07:13 PM): but dont be sad iigthts?
damn0o0lala (8:07:15 PM): if ya have to
Um JuicYFruiT (8:07:20 PM): or mad
Um JuicYFruiT (8:07:20 PM): ahahah
Um JuicYFruiT (8:07:37 PM): u understand rite?
damn0o0lala (8:08:35 PM): okay .....
damn0o0lala (8:08:37 PM): well gyea
damn0o0lala (8:08:45 PM): uhmm im gonna go now okay
after he said this mite be the last time we chat i broke down and C R I ED !! ii had helluh feelings for him buh now im trying to get OVER him.... robyn called me up right away after she found out what happened and she went to his mysapce and put all this shit sayting tuan your soo messed up and all tuan your soo fucking messed up and all that and then he deleted her and that message!! buh whatever ii dont give a shit bout him ne more..... im trying to get over him... its really hard cause yes, i do still have feelings fo` him buh ya know what....i dont care anymore...
and this is thee` end....
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